Dieing Over PLAYSTATION PARTS?

The world is fucked up in more ways than one. People want materialistic shit so bad, they'll kill another person to get it. Not to mention most kids in the Congo won't see their 18th birthday.


"Kids in Congo were being sent down mines to die so that kids in Europe and America could kill imaginary aliens in their living rooms," said Ex-British Parliament Member Oona King."



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We Cry When We Lie

Think about it, everyone has lied at least once right? but when were wrong. Were stuck, nothing else to do but cry. It manipulates the other person to feel bad. I've had guys give me the waterworks, thinking I cared half the time. I spent years listening to the excuses and the "please don't go's" along with those tears. Those fucking horrific tears. I cried because of him, but to myself. He cried to me, to make me believe. Evidence in the slightest bit, should be enough but why do we stay? Even when we know someone is lying. Were we genetically fucked at birth, being told the sky was blue, the grass was green, and we believed that hands down. But we could be told our partner's cheating, and can't bare to believe it. It never made much sense. Tears mean nothing, I stop crying from this moment on. It will never get me anywhere in life.

When Trust Is Gone, It Really Is Gone

There's no way you can gain trust again, even if it wasn't fully there. So, I'm basically fucked. I'm stuck between someone I "love" and my instincts. I don't want to live like this. I hate constantly wondering and questioning every situation. Although most beg to differ, my instincts are always right. If I would have listened to them, I would be better off right now. I said love wasn't enough, and I meant it. I wish it was, I wish love would be enough to make my instincts shut the fuck up already. When your lied to so many times, you don't know who's being truthful and who's not. I am beyond frustrated, I feel like I'm living with enemies. The only person on my team is myself. I'm losing this battle everyday, coming home defeated, never really coming face to face with my troubles. I was the only person I could rely on and it seems like I can't even help this situation. I might miss out on a lot of things because I give up so quickly, but can you blame me? I have the same sob story every female has. I'm trying to change that, even if that means being alone for most of my life. I'll try not to go back to having "friends with benefits" but half of the time my pussy thinks before my heart. Back then, I was starting to confuse love with sexual desire, I didn't know that there was emotions tied to love. I didn't know I could feel, because I never really felt. I was manipulated and infatuated, not in love. I have to work on me, before I can work on us but since trust is gone, know that things will never be the same.

Justina De Vill (2:00:14 PM): when a person is wrong, they cry

Justina De Vill (2:00:16 PM): thats my theory.

Love Is Used To Loosely

"I Love You", Go to Wikipedia and it simply states that I love you can be used for a wide variety of emotions, states, feelings, attitudes etc. So the term I love you really doesn't have much meaning if you think about it. People say I love you like its "hello" or "goodbye".
Guys use the word "I love you" as if it gives them a free pass into the pants, Some use it as a tool to misconstrue our emotions into believing that they care. Stop believing every idiot that tells you "I love you". He isn't the best thing that ever happened to you, you won't die if he leaves. The world will keep moving if one person doesn't "love you". In my opinion I say fuck the I love you's, I'd rather see something. If you want to use a term so loosely, then show me. And if you do you show me, be original about it, dinner and a movie won't make me believe it.

Jazmine Sullivan

Good Ol' White America

It's amazing how this could be published, yet Nas's album couldn't be called "Nigger" because it's "offensive". White America could care less about minorites as a whole, yet they care about our music? Barry Blitt says "Retrospect? Outcry?" he wrote. "The magazine just came out ten minutes ago, at least give me a few days to decide whether to regret it or not..."
ARE YOU KIDDING ME?

BOYCOTT BOYCOTT BOYCOTT BOYCOTT BOYCOTT BOYCOTT

Nas vs. Fox 5

Now, This is just amazing.
No Video Hoes, Just real shit.
A man who speaks his mind, what's better?

Too Much Pride Between You & I

Not for nothing, pride can ruin relationships.
If theres too much of it between people, no one could ever let shit go.

Sometimes you fight for hours upon hours and then forget why you started fighting in the first place. But see, you have this pride who backs you up when you know your wrong. Telling you your angry, when you know your not. Telling you to keep bickering, knowing there's nothing to bitch about.

Pride is the reason why people never really express how they feel.
I have to let my pride go, It's taking up too much space in a room so small.

His Beginning Was My End

I hate starting over. I hate the questions and getting to know people. I hate trust, It's the worst feeling next to love. How can you trust to someone you don't know. People talk so greatly about falling in love like its the best thing that could happen to someone. Love drives people fucking crazy. what happens when two people who "love" each other break up? They fall. So I say why "fall" in love? Let love take it's time.


I'm a hypocrite though.


I figure I'd give him some rope, but not enough to hang himself with. It all seems like bullshit looking back. I'm sitting here hurting. I can't say he hurt me because I let him get inside me physically and emotionally. So who can I blame but myself. I can cry a million tears and it won't do shit, I had to learn that the hard way.


"The real events that have happened to me have been fucked up,
not my mind!" -Jack Starks


I don't know if he broke my heart, because my heart had already been broken and I never really fixed it. But I gave him what was left, hoping he wouldn't be another guy that slide between my legs or played me like a puppet. Maybe if for once I gave things a chance, they would work in my favor. But once you feel betrayed, there's no real way to erase the little devil tapping away at the side of your head questioning every little text message or phone call. And questioning whether or not it was real. I still don't know what's real in this world.



"I wonder if I've been changed in the night? Let me think. Was I the same when I got up this morning? I almost think I can remember feeling a little different. But if I'm not the same, the next question is 'Who in the world am I?' Ah, that's the great puzzle!"- Alice in Wonderland



I know love isn't enough but,
I'm not finished with this.

Fuck That, I Want My Face Back.

Shannon Matesky isn't the only one who feels that sites such as Myspace and Facebook have taken over REAL life. What is the root of all evil? Myspace. Any "beef" or relationship gone wrong, yes, blame Myspace. Guys no longer ask for numbers, but now ask for URL'S to Myspace profiles. This site has become not only an addiction for most people but a way of life. I can only imagine what would happen if Myspace suddenly shut down? Would there be strikes? Would people commit suicide? Based on this demand for Myspace, I wouldn't be surprised. I think people need to remember that there are other things in life besides friend requests, comments and top friends.

I Should've Never Put My Heart Into It

I should've never put my heart into it.
Thought I was through with it but everytime a distant memory
starts to fade I grab ahold of whatevers astray.
And somewhere in the mist of all of this our love floated away.
I should've never put my heart into it because everytime our song plays, it rips me away.
My heart shattered in pieces waiting for a spiritual awakening to glue back the pieces
but apparently, my spirits not in the mood to be awaken and shaken, into the girl I used to be
and let's be honest, you didn't love me...You were used to me.
And here I am reminiscing about what used to be.
I should've never put my heart into it. Did I not take enough lashes from the whips of your words? Did I not take the pain of the scent of another womans yearn and perfume, the fume from the flame left tangled with no remains? I still smell your scent as I spent days almost empty inside tryin' to fill myself with lies of what could've, should've and would've been and right now I feel like.. damn, I'll never love again. Can't even picture life without you even as a friend.
The white lies turned into an pneumonia of double dealing and I was dealing with double feelings.
Should I give up on this foe? He's not perfect but he's all that I've known.
I should've never put my heart into it.
And what do I have to show for it? Tell the world what I have to show for it.
But lukewarm kisses, mornings awaken with swollen eyes had become routine.
Singing sinful songs of how sorry you were.
I should've never put my heart into it, but see.. Maybe theres someone a little more
perfect than him, a little more perfect then than. I'm left cluching a painful love too afraid
to let go, but that pain was too much for us to grow and I should've been through with it.
But I put my heart into it.

-Nana Castro

Racism On YouTube

Is it me, or does YouTube have extraordinary amount of racism being posted per day. You watch videos on your favorite artist and you get "Fuck niggers, Fucks spiks". Why is YouTube not doing anything about this? They block porn because it's "so-called" offensive, yet they keep these racist comments and it isn't supposed to be? Don't get me wrong, I like YouTube and the fact that they entertain me with people such as Chris Crocker and Lil Pito. But, this issue needs to be addressed in my opinion.

The Trashman

Personally, I find this man to be the scum of the earth.

Whether this is fact or fiction, AIDS is out there. People are dieing.

Not Fucking You For Your Mind

Thea Monyee' said it best. It's easy for us to watch this and find it comical, until we are put into a similar situation. Our initial reaction to finding out a boyfriend/girlfriend has cheated would be to get confrontational with the other person. I mean its human nature right? Its hard to find a genuine guy these days. It's also hard to separate the ones who are being truthful from the ones who are thinking with the wrong head. So Thea Monyee' brings up a great question. What are guys fucking you for? Is it your mind? Or is it to fill some type of void? You know, the saying "Sticks and Stones, May break my bones but words will never hurt me". Thea Monyee' proves that words can hit home harder than a fist.